Lost-tähti Evangeline Lilly avautui Instagramissa vaikeuksistaan: ”Olen aina vain halunnut tuoda iloa maailmaan…”

09.03.2020 07:39 | Muropaketin toimitus

Lost-tv-sarjasta sekä Hobitti- ja Ant-Man-elokuvista tuttu näyttelijä Evangeline Lilly on avautunut Instagramissa viimeaikaisista vaikeuksistaan.

Hollywood vannoo pintakiiltoon ja tekohymyihin, mutta Evangeline Lilly puhuu tuoreessa Insta-päivityksessään vaikeuksistaan melko suoraan.

Yksityiskohtiin ei näyttelijä mene, mutta hyvin selväksi käy se, ettei taakse jäänyt vuosi ole ollut Lillylle helpoin mahdollinen:

 

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#fbf #flashbackfriday Yesterday many of you said “brunette”. Well, here she is, about a year ago today. I had such a rough year last year but I didn’t want to share all of it with you because i didn’t want to be a dark cloud in your world. All I’ve ever wanted to do was put joy in the world. To add sunshine. I didn’t want you to be having a perfectly good day and then have my post make you sad. But I struggle deeply with feeling that all I ever am is what I feel everyone else wants and needs me to be. I often feel alone and unseen. . I have always known I was strong. Strong enough, I believed, to hold all my pain and everyone else’s also. So I kept it all inside, kept it to myself, and made space in there to hold your pain, too. Publicly, I hid and made light of my deepest traumas and laughed in the face of my most profound pain. . Until, last year, I broke. Suddenly I was forced to face my weakness and my limitations, my trauma and fears. I was left with no choice but to accept that I am limited or…carry on down a road of perfectionist denial that would inevitably kill me. . I am coming out of that deep place, slowly. As I start to breathe the fresh air, as I start to find my new, limited footing, I feel disconnected from you. I feel it’s pointless to share the light when you don’t know my darkness. I feel lost and apathetic about this space we share. . But I ask myself…would you have wanted to come along in my darkness had I shared it? . 📷 taken by my four-year-old son #whenbabieshavecameras . #lightanddarkness

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Evangeline Lillyn seuraava elokuva on Gary Oldmanin ja Armie Hammerin kanssa tehty Dreamland. Lisäksi Lillyltä ilmestyy tänä vuonna Albedo-minisarja.